Bad Energies

Been surrounded by a lot of bad, vampiric energies lately. Makes it hard to start the day.  

I know that you should create a protective circle just as a practice, I do.  But when you have to start your day burning through already precious energy,  stealing yourself for the onslaught of "brown" energy (because it isn't evil enough to call black) and tempering your mood so as to not be knocked off the sunny side of the porch....its exhausting.

I have always been a bit of.....oh, who am I kidding, I'm an empath. It is a blessing in that I feel connected to people in deep and meaningful ways. It is a curse, because these foul energies are wearing me down. It chips away at my mood, my self esteem, it goes so far as to make me paranoid that I must have done something wrong to offend. I am basically at that low of a place now after weeks of this.

The next few months you are going to see a lot about healing. First in order should probably be this energy drain, then in no particular order: finances, hair, body, soul, chi......we'll see where it takes us.

From April 2010

Currently in the process of getting a two year old to go to bed. If you never had this experience you are missing out on amazing creativity.

First there's the script changes, we have said her prayers at least three times, we have 'God Blessed' everything from everyone she knows, to her fish, to her pillows......Then there's the costume changes, we have changed from a pj gown to pants and a shirt.  We've added music...why does that spider keep going up that water spout anyway?

We've had a few prop issues, which baba, where's the bobo, not that pillow, I want THAT blankee!

and finally,

We have moved in to the final scene where our heroine has successfully left chaos in her wake and she is in her bed.

Asleep before her head hits the pillow.