Bad Energies

Been surrounded by a lot of bad, vampiric energies lately. Makes it hard to start the day.  

I know that you should create a protective circle just as a practice, I do.  But when you have to start your day burning through already precious energy,  stealing yourself for the onslaught of "brown" energy (because it isn't evil enough to call black) and tempering your mood so as to not be knocked off the sunny side of the porch....its exhausting.

I have always been a bit of.....oh, who am I kidding, I'm an empath. It is a blessing in that I feel connected to people in deep and meaningful ways. It is a curse, because these foul energies are wearing me down. It chips away at my mood, my self esteem, it goes so far as to make me paranoid that I must have done something wrong to offend. I am basically at that low of a place now after weeks of this.

The next few months you are going to see a lot about healing. First in order should probably be this energy drain, then in no particular order: finances, hair, body, soul, chi......we'll see where it takes us.